HAPPY.HAPPY.HAPPY.

wow, its been a while. but im the happiest i've ever been. ever. well, i had my birthday party today, ally came up (: i feel like im the luckiest ever person. all because i know ally. she's so amazing. i actually love her so much, i think my hearts bleeding with the loveoverload. it makes me feel great just knowing i have such a cool and unique and beautiful person as my best friend. i can never say how much i love her, because i'd be dead by the time i was done. i just want her to know how special she is to me and how much i love her. if she ever left me, i'd just lose. i'd fall to my knees and die. i'd give anything to keep her staying in my life. ally, You're the most amazing person i know. ever. and the most amazing person i can ever imagine. I love you.

♥

WOOO :D

yo (: im so so happy. so, yesterday, i went to town with sam + corrie ;) and we went to the early learning center. LOL. and we made cows have sex, knocked over a globe or two and ran out. then, we went to a skate shop, and they bought spray paint and i bought feckin' lip balm that tastes really nice. my highlight of yesterday, was, when i put it on and i was like "anyone want some?" and sam was like "I do.. Of you (:" and i was like o^____^o they left at 4, i went around with caitlain + hannahlou for 2 hours and all these peoplez i didnt know D: and asked some chinese peoplez to meet caitlain. ell-oh-ell. went home, watched tv and went to sleep at 9.30 (A) next day, ally, rang me crying down the phone, as she lost MAC DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD: and i cryed. so we went to town, today, and she bought me a friendship bracelet and we had a ceremony putting them on ;) oh yeah. MadamPuddleDuck + DÖPPLEGANGER = the sex.

oh yeahz. PEACE ♥

sup dawgggg? ;] jesus, i was in alottttaaa pain today, so yeah, we got our HPV vaccine today. and i was crying outside, waiting in queue for the injection. and i was crying so bad, people i didnt even know randomly walked up and were all like "you'll be sweet xD it doesnt even hurt!". pfft. liers. so, i walked in, hyperventilating. LOL. so, i was i took a panic attack and nearly threw up because i could feel all the shit going inside my muscles. my arm ached afterwards DD: like fuck. well, yeah. peace ♥

Well, it's been a while. i havent been on, because, i was banned, and because i have gotten a life over the while i havent been on. alotta shit's happened. like, being blamed about "starving myself", and "Nearly getting suspended from school", and "Acting older than i am". Pfft. Silly people. Well, uhmm, halloween just happened, and over the halloween break, was the best ever time of my life. ever. so, yeah, i fell in love. with Sam. again. me and ally got really friendly with him all over again. whenever he hugs me, i feel like the butterflies in my tummy are gonna carry me over the horrizon and into space to twirl around the stars and planets. and we were out, in the absolutely pouring rain, i was in a dress, about 2 milimetres thick, and thin tights and little shoes and a thin hoody. So, i hugged Sam for 20 minutes without stopping. i dunno if he could feel me smiling on his shoulder whenever i wrapped my arms around his waist tighter, and he held me closer. one of the best nights of my life, because he told me he felt the same way. So, im happier than i've been in a long time. Jamie, broke me. yeah. so im trying hard not to talk to him. or andrew. all i want in life now is Sam as mine, and Ally as my best friend. i've already got Ally, but Sam still isn't mine. i'm also starting to smile and laugh again. and i finally think im okay looking. not pretty, but not so disgusting, you'd look at me and set yourself on fire. so yeah, lifes on the up.

Laytur Aligator ♥

wowerz.

wow, it's been a few days xD not my fault though, i've been staying in my sisters, so, nothing's happened. i've discovered, that i'm inlove. with jamie. i can't get him outta my head. he's constantly on my mind.

over and out girl scout ☮

here we go. ever get that feeling where you feel.. insignificant? well, at the moment, i do. everyone's seemingly ignoring me. or pushing me out into the corner like a little dog. it's humiliating. had a good day though, woke up, got dressed, got the bus with lauren, went to school with Chloay and Lauren :3 went in, went hyper with alexandra, started singing. SMELLLYYYYY CATTTTTTTTTTT. WHAT ARE THEY FEEDING YOU. SMELLLYYYYYY CAATTTTTTTTT. IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!!!! sexay song. i'm off. i cant think of much to share.

Peace Out Girl Scout ♥

good.. 6 minutes untill afternoon? i had a very pleasant sleep (: just awake. Yesterday, was one of the best days of my life :) despite all i had was £5.00 to my name and i would of had £25.00, but i got afterschool deteention and a note came home and mum read it and took it off me. So i didnt get my halloween coostume >:( but i met up with ally, she came in on her uncle's motor bike with her dad, wearing a little leather jacket with tassles xD and we went into inShops so she could get her lip bar changed because her one's too big. Sadly, she forgot her receipt, so she couldnt get it changed. BUT, then we saw Jamie and some other dude and Jamie scared me by jumping on me? and he squeezed my sides in together, so i screamed. We talked 5 minutes and then went off. i pushed the door again, but it was a pull. so i pulled it and it wouldnt work so i started beating up the door and everyone was like "whathafah!" and i was like half laughing, half screaming. So ally opened it, we went into a pet store and looked at the turtlessss ^_^ and then went into the costume shop to show her my costume, she's getting it now too :D and it was £30.00 there though, it was just £20.00 in Elliots. We walked round, headed back and go toasties xD she got chicken and sausage xD and i got sausage and bacon. it tasted like crap. we then threw it away and walked through a graffitti tunnel and wrote "ally loves hannah ^^" and "hannah loves ALLY! ^_____^" with lotsa hearts (; then... we went into the corium :3 then, to Urban outiftters, Ally fell in love with Urban Outfitters :3 and on christmas, we're going back and we're gonna buy loadsa clothes (; and we ran around taking photos, and picking up necklaces and seeing cool people, then we found a pretty gold necklace that had a golden envelope smaller than my finger pad, and it opened and out came a tiny gold metal letter saying "Je t'aime" and we were screamin' over this. So we went into the changing rooms (which were the sex. they had all brightly painted doors with numbers and big golden knockers and keys to lock them :DD) and we broke of the envelope from the necklace, and stuck it in our pockets. Then we ran out crying LOL. then, we went to claires, and spent 230 minutes picking a friendship bracelet, bought it and took the lift up to the dome, then, we had our ceremony, Ally put on my bracelet and i put on hers. Then we ran the whole way down the spiral staircase, and went to tesco, and bought fanta lemon and dr pepper, and ran to city hall and mny daddy picked us up and brought us home. Day well spent. Then, i walked the dog, text Andrew and Ally, and went to bed :3

peaceOut girlScout <3