wowerz.

wow, it's been a few days xD not my fault though, i've been staying in my sisters, so, nothing's happened. i've discovered, that i'm inlove. with jamie. i can't get him outta my head. he's constantly on my mind.

over and out girl scout ☮

here we go. ever get that feeling where you feel.. insignificant? well, at the moment, i do. everyone's seemingly ignoring me. or pushing me out into the corner like a little dog. it's humiliating. had a good day though, woke up, got dressed, got the bus with lauren, went to school with Chloay and Lauren :3 went in, went hyper with alexandra, started singing. SMELLLYYYYY CATTTTTTTTTTT. WHAT ARE THEY FEEDING YOU. SMELLLYYYYYY CAATTTTTTTTT. IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!!!! sexay song. i'm off. i cant think of much to share.

Peace Out Girl Scout ♥

good.. 6 minutes untill afternoon? i had a very pleasant sleep (: just awake. Yesterday, was one of the best days of my life :) despite all i had was £5.00 to my name and i would of had £25.00, but i got afterschool deteention and a note came home and mum read it and took it off me. So i didnt get my halloween coostume >:( but i met up with ally, she came in on her uncle's motor bike with her dad, wearing a little leather jacket with tassles xD and we went into inShops so she could get her lip bar changed because her one's too big. Sadly, she forgot her receipt, so she couldnt get it changed. BUT, then we saw Jamie and some other dude and Jamie scared me by jumping on me? and he squeezed my sides in together, so i screamed. We talked 5 minutes and then went off. i pushed the door again, but it was a pull. so i pulled it and it wouldnt work so i started beating up the door and everyone was like "whathafah!" and i was like half laughing, half screaming. So ally opened it, we went into a pet store and looked at the turtlessss ^_^ and then went into the costume shop to show her my costume, she's getting it now too :D and it was £30.00 there though, it was just £20.00 in Elliots. We walked round, headed back and go toasties xD she got chicken and sausage xD and i got sausage and bacon. it tasted like crap. we then threw it away and walked through a graffitti tunnel and wrote "ally loves hannah ^^" and "hannah loves ALLY! ^_____^" with lotsa hearts (; then... we went into the corium :3 then, to Urban outiftters, Ally fell in love with Urban Outfitters :3 and on christmas, we're going back and we're gonna buy loadsa clothes (; and we ran around taking photos, and picking up necklaces and seeing cool people, then we found a pretty gold necklace that had a golden envelope smaller than my finger pad, and it opened and out came a tiny gold metal letter saying "Je t'aime" and we were screamin' over this. So we went into the changing rooms (which were the sex. they had all brightly painted doors with numbers and big golden knockers and keys to lock them :DD) and we broke of the envelope from the necklace, and stuck it in our pockets. Then we ran out crying LOL. then, we went to claires, and spent 230 minutes picking a friendship bracelet, bought it and took the lift up to the dome, then, we had our ceremony, Ally put on my bracelet and i put on hers. Then we ran the whole way down the spiral staircase, and went to tesco, and bought fanta lemon and dr pepper, and ran to city hall and mny daddy picked us up and brought us home. Day well spent. Then, i walked the dog, text Andrew and Ally, and went to bed :3

peaceOut girlScout <3

good morning, it's a great day in Belfast, sun's shining through my little window (:

i'm going to town today, with Ally so we can buy our halloween coustumes, i'm getting

a ladybug dress, and i think Ally's buying the purple fairy :D o_o my hair's really

really greasy o.o after two days. I have to get a shower, and not eat today. i'l try

my best, but Ally will probally notice and force a fucking pineapple down my throat.

gonna go, PeaceOut girlScout ♥

♥

i have urges at the minute. i just want to pull up a guy
and literally eat his face. and then leave the rest of his
body for later ;) it's not that i'm horny. i just want very
passionate love. Like a mexican storyline. They love
eachother and fuck exotic strangers. i make no sense
anymore xD. what i mean is i want someone to love me
like a movie romance. a porn movie would be apporpriate.
Well, i dunno. it may be hormones, may just be im in the
mood for that type of shit. But it's really really buggin' me.


peaceOut girlScout
★

Something about them that makes you hate them for wanting to be them.. ♥

nyehh.

Great, i have the flu now aswell. I couldnt get up, and my room's like a bloody steamroom. I look nasty and i havent worn makeup in over 3 days. I needa shower really bad. but im scareda passing out in it xD Well, i couldnt write yesterday, because basically, im sick. couldnt get up or anything. I cant go to the cinema tomorrow now >:( i wanted to, because i was gonna kiss Jamie. Damn sickness. Well, yesterday, i lay on the sofa, texting, watching tv and slowly dying of pain. and when i ate, i was sick :/ painkillers dont do diddly squat xD Peace

YARH.

well, i'm back. my mum found my last blog about me starving myself. So this is a positive blog about not starving myself :] Well, my name's hannah. my life's going pretty okay, i cant say much though, because im just 12, so life is really just opening it's doors for me. I have good days, bad days, okay days, and the occasional FANTASTIC day. Today, was an alright day. Woke up, got dressed, packed my bag and headed for the bus to school. i'm one of those people who only goes to school for her friends. If they weren't there, Yeah, school would be as boring as bertha. PAH! whatta silly saying, Okay, then, i met Lauren, an actual factual carebear :] she's just amazingly beautiful, funny, kind, sweet and well, yeah, Lauren-ish (: we walked to the bus stop, and a little dog called Honey followed us :D, for chocolate digestives really xD and we fed him, and he sat and waited for us at the bus-stop :3 how sweet? and... went into school, went hyper with Alexandra and turned my tounge blue. Then miss collen came in and killed my mood. we went to maths (had fun making fun of catherine who admited her head looked like a bean), Had break (nothing) x___x and then to Spanish D; boring, Then to Geography, where i explaines to alexandra what get crunk means. Then, Lunch ;D Cranberry Juice, Me, Alexandra, Laura, Ellen, And Sophie were poledancing in the haunted toilets :) then, i had art, (YAY!) but i failed at it and me and Niamh had a paint fight ;] Then, finally, Mrs Waddell in English. D; she's soooooooo boring. YAY! Hometime :] came home, mum discovered my starvation blog, so there was alotta tears saying how i'll die if i try to be ProAna. i wised up, now i dunt wanna go to school , because im coughing up my spine. Well, i'm off to bed. Peace ★