i feel a little blue today, even though it's my birthday. not entirely sad, not entirely happy..

i dont know why really. i guess im just looking for a whinge. i'm in the mood for a few pretty pictures (: so, here.

HAPPY.HAPPY.HAPPY.

wow, its been a while. but im the happiest i've ever been. ever. well, i had my birthday party today, ally came up (: i feel like im the luckiest ever person. all because i know ally. she's so amazing. i actually love her so much, i think my hearts bleeding with the loveoverload. it makes me feel great just knowing i have such a cool and unique and beautiful person as my best friend. i can never say how much i love her, because i'd be dead by the time i was done. i just want her to know how special she is to me and how much i love her. if she ever left me, i'd just lose. i'd fall to my knees and die. i'd give anything to keep her staying in my life. ally, You're the most amazing person i know. ever. and the most amazing person i can ever imagine. I love you.

♥

WOOO :D

yo (: im so so happy. so, yesterday, i went to town with sam + corrie ;) and we went to the early learning center. LOL. and we made cows have sex, knocked over a globe or two and ran out. then, we went to a skate shop, and they bought spray paint and i bought feckin' lip balm that tastes really nice. my highlight of yesterday, was, when i put it on and i was like "anyone want some?" and sam was like "I do.. Of you (:" and i was like o^____^o they left at 4, i went around with caitlain + hannahlou for 2 hours and all these peoplez i didnt know D: and asked some chinese peoplez to meet caitlain. ell-oh-ell. went home, watched tv and went to sleep at 9.30 (A) next day, ally, rang me crying down the phone, as she lost MAC DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD: and i cryed. so we went to town, today, and she bought me a friendship bracelet and we had a ceremony putting them on ;) oh yeah. MadamPuddleDuck + DÖPPLEGANGER = the sex.

oh yeahz. PEACE ♥

sup dawgggg? ;] jesus, i was in alottttaaa pain today, so yeah, we got our HPV vaccine today. and i was crying outside, waiting in queue for the injection. and i was crying so bad, people i didnt even know randomly walked up and were all like "you'll be sweet xD it doesnt even hurt!". pfft. liers. so, i walked in, hyperventilating. LOL. so, i was i took a panic attack and nearly threw up because i could feel all the shit going inside my muscles. my arm ached afterwards DD: like fuck. well, yeah. peace ♥

Well, it's been a while. i havent been on, because, i was banned, and because i have gotten a life over the while i havent been on. alotta shit's happened. like, being blamed about "starving myself", and "Nearly getting suspended from school", and "Acting older than i am". Pfft. Silly people. Well, uhmm, halloween just happened, and over the halloween break, was the best ever time of my life. ever. so, yeah, i fell in love. with Sam. again. me and ally got really friendly with him all over again. whenever he hugs me, i feel like the butterflies in my tummy are gonna carry me over the horrizon and into space to twirl around the stars and planets. and we were out, in the absolutely pouring rain, i was in a dress, about 2 milimetres thick, and thin tights and little shoes and a thin hoody. So, i hugged Sam for 20 minutes without stopping. i dunno if he could feel me smiling on his shoulder whenever i wrapped my arms around his waist tighter, and he held me closer. one of the best nights of my life, because he told me he felt the same way. So, im happier than i've been in a long time. Jamie, broke me. yeah. so im trying hard not to talk to him. or andrew. all i want in life now is Sam as mine, and Ally as my best friend. i've already got Ally, but Sam still isn't mine. i'm also starting to smile and laugh again. and i finally think im okay looking. not pretty, but not so disgusting, you'd look at me and set yourself on fire. so yeah, lifes on the up.

Laytur Aligator ♥

wowerz.

wow, it's been a few days xD not my fault though, i've been staying in my sisters, so, nothing's happened. i've discovered, that i'm inlove. with jamie. i can't get him outta my head. he's constantly on my mind.

over and out girl scout ☮